I now believe that I should be somewhat communicative post relationship! Make no mistake, I still strongly believe that all of the above are valid and I can add a few more basis if I were to get overdramatic. The change of mind however comes from ripeness and (may I say) audacity! I’m now thinking: previous lovers will morosely disappoint you either by flattering themselves or portraying that their entire life has copiously improved after the separation. But isn’t that just a silly defense mechanism? … even if these claims are true, such manner (or lack thereof) gets a single digit score in a triple digit scale of emotional intelligence.
Maintaining dislike and distance takes a lot of energy! Even worse, you become what you practice in a long run. If the heart isn’t grateful, it makes you sob since there is always this duplicity when you’re not accurate to your feelings. If not now, when? I not us, who?
"Adam ate an apple from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. It’s a shame we ran out of apples" …